RETURN TO SENDER
This is a letter I will never send but, I needed to write nonetheless.
It may be disturbing to some of you. I know because it disturbed me as I wrote it. It is a disturbing topic and I am sorry but, had to deal with it.
To Ms Holmolka,
You don't know me but, I know you. Almost every Canadian knows who you are except maybe for the young ones who are better off for it.
I am writing this letter to you so that maybe you can understand why so many people want you to rot in jail or even better hell. I cannot speak for everyone else but, I will speak for myself because this is Canada and just like you, I have rights.
Before I knew who you were, If I would of met you or seen you somewhere - you would of looked very friendly to me. If I was lost I would of approached someone like you. If I was stranded I would of gotten into your car even while your charming handsome husband was in it. Surely a young, outgoing, goodlooking couple who seem to have everything going for them would never want to harm anyone?
Maybe I should be grateful to you in a small way because forever I will have my guard up, look over my shoulder and carry my cell phone with me whenever I leave the house......just in case.
I can't be grateful to you however because I don't like you. I don't respect you. I don't want you out of jail.
We have always been taught as little girls by our parents to be careful. Not to talk to strangers. Not to put oneself in a dangerous situation. I know that if you had not been with your husband in the car when you picked up those girls they would not have been in that car! They would not have got in the car with a man so easily. The beautiful, young, innocent wife with the warm and welcoming smile. We all can see why those girls were lured so easily. It was safe to them. You could be trusted. Right? Wrong. So disgracefully wrong!!!!!!!!
This part of my letter is difficult to express. Your sister. Karla, YOUR SISTER! Even a woman who is so dreadfully terrified of her husband would not commit the acts that you did to your sister! For God's sake I can't even and never have imagined this happening to one of my own sisters nevermind DOING IT TO THEM. You freaking lunatic. You said Paul made you do it. You said you were afraid of him and you had to do it. YOUR SISTER KARLA. YOUR BABY SISTER. THE FIFTEEN YEAR OLD SISTER WHO WAS YOUR FLESH AND BLOOD. You were so damn afraid of your husband that you stole horse tranquilizers from the vet clinic that you worked at. You stole them to have on hand to put into TAMMY'S - your BABY SISTER'S drink. That is how you and the freak you married, knocked her out. You also were apparently shitting your pants in fear of your demon husband when you filmed a video of what your husband did to YOUR BABY SISTER !!!!!!!!!!!!
You did film this happening!! But, they destroyed the tapes. Years ago when they put you away. Those tapes were shipped to hell. Yes, hell. You only thought you were married to a demon? Well the REAL devil lives in hell and you will meet him one day. He makes your husband look like Mary Poppins. The real devil is waiting for you in anticipation. (The same anticipation you and Paul had waiting for the horse pills to take affect on your baby sister) You are HELL'S most famous female tenant. Or should I say tenant-to-be. When you get to Hell you will immediately know why you there and you will feel repent for all the evil you have committed. All the lives you have taken, ruined, trampled on, ripped apart and changed forever. You will then sit down with the Devil and watch those tapes you filmed of what you did to Kristen French, Leslie Mahoffy and your sister Tammy. YOUR BABY SISTER Tammy. You will watch those tapes over and over and over and over and over and over again. Each time you watch one you will be made to watch it through the eyes of the victims, their parents, their families and even through the eyes of God. You will feel the same pain, humiliation, hurt, loss and every emotion they felt. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.
That is why I will only write you this once and try to not ever think of you again. I know that justice will prevail one day. You will get yours. I guarantee it.
Statistically we know that men commit more murder than women do. Men are typically charged with more violent crimes than women are. Historically the word rapist always implied a man. A woman just would never do that. It was unheard of. Oh and a woman who is both a MURDERER and a RAPIST?? No, no, it can't be!!!!!
You see Before your despicable story Karla, most of us had never heard one like it. It was unbelievable. It still is difficult to fathom. You not only took the lives of these young girls but, you took everything from them. You took their innocence. You took their futures. You took their childhood. You took their dreams.
And you did this to your sister also. YOUR BABY SISTER.
The things you have done were evil on so many levels. Unspeakable.
What you did was especially horrid because of the very reason of who you are.
No regards whatsoever,
CUZ I SAID SO!